Bad Day

Yesterday, I could not believe that I'm standing in FIFTH position. How could I can be like that. My best friend had that dream. She dreamed that she would win me. Then, she was succeeded when I was a loser. I'm bad in one subject, just only one then they pull me down. Every marks I've are higher than her. I'm bad in Biology. When I have test. I didn't study and remember carefully. I've got low marks for 2 test. Yesterday was a bad bad bad bad day. I have detention for English, EPP and then I have got all the marks of every subjects and I saw a low mark. I compared it with my friends. They see that I'm much better than her. I'm a monitor. I'm not happy about that before. I just proud about my achievement that I've got in term 1 and 2. I have to listen to my friends all the yesterday. They're so talkative. I complained a lot of time with my parents but they said that I'm older than my friends. I have to set an example for everybody in my class. I accepted that. Yesterday, I was crying alone outside the class. Friends did not complain or ask something. They know what they have to do in that time. They did not make me feel better after that. I will give up!